quarta-feira, setembro 28, 2005 

Still not real...


She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces
I won't - No
I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can make her real
She isn't real
I can make her real

Slipknot - Vermilion, Part 2

22:40 |

terça-feira, setembro 27, 2005 

She isn't real...


She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile, yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home...forever

Oh...she's the only one that makes me sad

She is everything and more...the solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in possesion
She is home to me
I get nervous, preverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never
She's coming home...forever

Oh...she's the only one that makes me sad

Hard to say what caught my attention
Vixen crazy...aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face...to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me

I'm a slave and I am a master
No restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist to my need...to self-oblige
She is something in me that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

Slipknot - Vermilion

22:00 |

segunda-feira, setembro 26, 2005 

Back to reality!


As férias já lá vão... Começou de novo o pesadelo e o dia a dia pendular, contando cada segundo que falta pa finalmente poder ir pra casa, e aguardando ansiosamente o fim de semana!
Quanto a espectativas...as mesmas de sempre: "Este ano é que vai ser, tou confiante, vou passar a tudo!"...mas no entanto, aquela confiança e vontade de trabalhar típica de quem vem de umas férias revigorantes não chegaram a manifestar-se...e não sei se ainda vão aparecer. Espectativas altas por parte dos outros contrastam com as minhas que são bem mais humildes e reais, e ainda agora começou mais um ano lectivo e desde já a sensação de fracasso paira no ar...
Pouco há a fazer que não seja aceitar o destino e tentar, apesar de tudo, fazer os possíveis pa que este ano seja melhor que os anteriores...

Boa sorte pa todos!
Beijos & Abraços

18:00 |